Why do I speak out?

 As you know, I'm a beginning radical feminist, who got traumatized by the turmoil of Covid lockdowns, wars, AI takeover, deepfake disinformation etc. I gained a lot of detractors. because of the fact that I was extremely blunt. My bluntness lead me to isolation and exclusion from my beloved fandoms and communities. Because I said that Polish people also saved Jews and themselves were victims of the WWII, I was expelled from Rush fandom. Because I said that males should stop victimizing females, as a novice radical feminist, I was excluded from the conservative fraction of gender-critical feminists. I have to learn how to live with the social exclusion I faced for my views, the sheer persecution. The only thing I'm left with, is my dark and violent sense of humor. I will continue asking provocative questions and as I say, committing social experiments. I want to know, what society is formed of, what kind of lies does it believe in.
But let me tell you. I SPEAK OUT! Why? Because namely of the history of Poland. As we know, Poland was severely occupied, Polish citizens were impoverished, Polish women (my main focus) were raped by Soviets and Nazis. They couldn't speak out of decades about what happened to them. They were honestly, ashamed, as if it was their crime.The new narrative attempts to blame Poland for the Holocaust as well, so Putin will have it easier to invade Poland, than ever. Because we aren't allowed to speak to this day.
Speaking out helps me to determine, who is my real friend or who is my real foe. People are opposed to my provocative way of speaking, because I'm actually exposing those people, at the risk of being classified as a conspiracy theorist.
I'm in need of exposing hateful against women religions (it turned out that even Catholicism is opposed to Poland), against injustice that women face and also my victimized country faced and will face, if detractors of Poland will repeat Putin's lies about Poland and its history and what was happening since the AI takeover of the world, since 2019.
But enough about this. I just want to return to the Rush fandom and reconcile with the conservative fraction of gender-critical feminists, if it's all possible. Because I didn't do anything wrong, I expressed either my anger or mood for jokes, usually. Those are my coping mechanisms in this cruel, heavy world that is only good for writing death metal songs, because everything is so gloomy.
I will continue though speaking out and nobody will silence me. Silence is complicity, as we know.