About stalking: why am I not a Rush members' and crew's stalker, while 27 people stalk me.

 I feel like I have to explain many things. 
Let me tell you my story:

I was a Rush fan from Poland, wanted to participate in Polish equivalents of RushCons, wanted to see Polish Rush fans being appreciated, being considered as people, most importantly:
 I WANTED TO SEE RUSH IN POLAND, ESPECIALLY BEFORE ALL THOSE CONFLICTS APPARENTLY ISRAEL IS INVOLVED IN, NOT TO MISS RUSH, NOT TO MISS THE OPPORTUNITY TO HUG THEM AND SAY COMPLIMENTS TO THEM! 
I was a long time Rush fan, discovered them, when I was 9/10 and started being a serious Rush fan, when I was 11/12. 
I must admit, I wanted to contact Rush members, interview them, see if they would treat me as a human, be friends with them, ask for advice, musical or not. I see Rush members as people, as the members of the best band ever. I would never let them be violated, I would never let them feel like they are hated, would compliment them. I don't see it as stalking. I see it as befriending. Probably I'm autistic, but I think my friendship with Rush would be beneficial.
I'm a Rush fan that would change my own views, if they said it's true or moral to act like this and that.
I know this is called having "parasocial relationship", but honestly, Poland is psyopped to degree, many people act hostile in front of me, Poles distrust each other, are afraid of each other.
I thought those nice Canadians would replace my friends, to some degree. Nothing wrong with parasocial relationships, if it's based on respect and friendship.
Sadly, My Effin' Life story of hatred towards a traumatized by wars and Communism country, that is Poland, actually made me convinced that Rush members, don't see Polish Rush fans as people, they see Poland as the most antisemitic country ever. While I agree some Poles acted like killing and stalking Jewish people, Germans were the main cause of WWII, they were stalking and killing Poles as well, not only the Jews!
I think if Rush members met me, they would change their minds on Polish fans, I would talk to them about music, baseball, wine, painting, good food, try to gather what hobbies of theirs are, I wouldn't be dangerous to them, as I know that they are the best band (even if there were instances of them being fascinated with AI, deplorable, but I will try getting along with it).
I must admit, I do have a Twitter account themed with roasting with jokes "yo lil' - *insert the name* , Ron Perlman-style" Rush members, because I don't want them to be irrelevant, I don't want to see Rush not being mentioned everywhere, I don't wanna live in the country, which says that "Rush? I don't know of this band". Because partially I was disgusted at Geddy's dehumanization of Polish people, who could be potential Rush fans, I wanted to tell him "maybe I will be the better musicians than you, if you don't make new albums, for example myself, who is a multi-instrumentalist". Sadly, AI takes over, so Rush could be AI-generated and I hate this.

Now, why do those 27 people target me and stalk me, to the point I don't feel safe?

1. They don't see me as human;

2. They acted misogynistically and started making rape jokes in front of me, out of contempt;

3. They tell me "you're not musically talented", even though many other people told me otherwise and I agreed with them. Just because I feel unmotivated to make music, because of AI takeover and hostility towards newcomer musicians, doesn't mean I'm not talented! I'm a skilled multi-instrumentalist, playing guitar, bass, drums, keyboards and singing.

4. They act like they want to accuse me of awful things, because I'm outspoken;

5. They operate in the way that decreases my morale, like detractors of Poland decrease morale of Poles, when uttering statements like "Poles were worse than Germans during the WWII";
 

6. They would attempt to use AI to defame me.

So, this is why they are the stalkers, not me. They don't see me as humans, I see Rush members as humans, and very talented ones!