Waiting for Geddy Lee's January 27th speech.

 As you know, I'm a Polish Rush fan, who got booted from many fanclubs and alienated, because I told honestly that I think Poland was a victim and not necessarily a perpetrator, during the WWII and the Holocaust and because of this, I'm thought of as: "mentally-ill", "misinformer", "Jew-hater" (OH NO, NONE OF IT IS TRUE, I NEVER HATED JEWS, I ONLY CRITICIZED RELIGIONS AND SOME ASPECTS OF IT!!!), "Polish nationalist" (who wouldn't be, if neighbors invaded Poland?) etc.
Sorry to disappoint you, but I was a simple Rush fan, who wanted to:
- SEE RUSH IN POLAND;
- MEET GEDDY, ALEX AND (maybe) NEIL (now it's irrelevant as he passed away and in fact never liked hanging out with fans);
- TALK TO RUSH MEMBERS AND CREW ABOUT MUSIC AND THEIR OR MY HOBBIES;
- SEE, IF ALL MEN ARE MONSTERS TO WOMEN OR NOT, LIKE RUSH FANS DEPICTED RUSH MEMBERS;
etc.
Alas, in November 2023, I got to read the 45, 46, 73 and 80 pages of chapter 3 of My Effin' Life and DESPITE their promises that RUSH would perform in Poland, according to the book "Wandering the Face of the Earth", after Neil Peart's death, Geddy Lee thought it would be a good idea to make Polish fans lose their self-esteem, their morale etc., when he spoke about Poland in not flattering ways.
Was Geddy aware of the fact that Poland survived and went through lots of occupations and wars?!
I DON'T THINK SO! This guy has zero empathy, I must admit that.
I like talking to Donna Halper from Rush's crew, and that's all.
Until I don't meet Rush crew and members and I don't get reassured that Rush members and the crew loves me and appreciates me, as a fan, I will be by them forever remembered, as a troll and prankster, who said "KILL ALL POLES", jokingly, outta nowhere, because they told me, that "Polish Rush fans don't exist, only 100% of antisemites".
I admittedly was worried about Israeli-Palestinian war, but as a real Esperantist and someone who played and read The Witcher, I attempted to retain my neutrality. But honestly, I saw a lot of anti-Jewish sentiment amongst lots of people, who initially were leftist and opposed to this war so much, that it affected me, for which I apologize. I'm a hippie-pacifist-antiwar woman and I refuse to witness what male chauvinist pigs are doing, even in my name!
With love, Olga Nesterowicz and Geddy Lee, CHANGE YOUR MIND ABOUT POLAND, YOU PROMISED PLAYING HERE IN POLAND OR VISITING US, AS A BOOK VENDOR!!!!