So, I got to know that Rush fandom in my case is stigmatized - (Why women are more targeted than famous male celebrities)

 I'm gonna tell you, unlike Poland, where admiration for a musician isn't really stigmatized, somewhere in America, this phenomenon is associated either misogynistically (with an unhinged fangirl trope) or with entitled, delusional male fans of John Lennon (the schmuck I won't name).
I recently had a dream about Geddy Lee and he was my teacher or mentor figure there and I felt cozy, that's very simple as that. The reason I admire him is because of musical talent and nice vocals (that sound effeminate, but there is nothing wrong with it, unlike what conservatives and TQ+ tell you in a psyopping way).
How many times do I have to tell people to stop laughing at me, because I happen to admire the best progressive rock band ever? That serves me with inspiration and musical growth? Alex, Geddy and Neil made such enormous impact on my music style. Denying me rights to be e.g. influenced by Rush musically, isn't helpful, as 12 tones in music happen to dominate in the Western music industry. It's a coincidence that I sort of look and sound like Geddy Lee (but again, he is effeminate and also there might be a little family connection there), but a happy one, until haters of mine just destroyed my dreams.
I will tell you again, you are already destroying my dreams by telling me I will never be a famous musician, which is perhaps more realistic dream, than meeting Geddy and Alex (which would be cool, if I weren't Polish and Geddy Lee didn't have a grudge against Poland).
As for Poland, again, Rush never played here and I urge them to play in Poland, despite the prejudices Geddy Lee has about my country (remember "Witch Hunt" song's lyrics). I will continue urging Rush to play in Poland, even with that new German drummer (Germany and Poland used to be enemies historically, but I practice IRL geopolitical tolerance, as an Esperantist).
How many times do I have to tell people that there is nothing "delulu" about having a hobby, love and admiration towards musicians that are supposed to inspire you? 

So now, I'm gonna unpack why are women more targeted than male celebrities ever will be 
Women have been always vulnerable group of people, simultaneously erased by the left and right.
Women often weren't and still aren't seriously treated by males and their handmaidens who internalized heavily misogyny.
Due to the fact that femicides, thievery and rapes are prevalent, just nobody cares as much about average womenfolk than male celebrities.
Nobody cares about the anti-female version of Mark David Chapman, because us women (especially those deemed as ugly, but mostly "beautiful women" get overwhelmingly targeted) are not even considered human.
So, think next time, whom do you want to call "unhinged", because for sure I'm not unhinged.