The Internet is dead.

 AI-generated content makes it even worse for real communication. It happened since the COVID lockdowns and continues to this day. To make people care about me, I made a lot of provocative posts, due to my insecurities, I made a lot of dark jokes in front of people and even I wore the devil's mask (ultimately one of my relatives was upset by it). Nope... nothing. No one cares. Internet is full of bots and even my jokes about Polish death camps with my mum (who eventually caught the prank), didn't help me in becoming famous. Sorry folks, if you live and you still feel offended, I'm gonna tell you, that COVID lockdowns messed me up and the possibility I will never make out of my passion for music my way of living made me so dead inside, I had to flock to provocative things in my lifetime. And seeing people being so hateful towards the other people, even my beloved musicians started being hateful, even Rush didn't recognize Polish fans, makes me so hopeless. Am I entering my emo phase? Let me know. Nobody understands me. The world is already conquered by deep fake false accusations against public people, wacko conspiracy theories (frankly, I still hate being guilt-tripped about COVID, though), religious radicals etc. are a plague on this earth. I after all these years, became a legit conspiracy theorist.
I can't even make creepy videos and have views from them. What happened? Not even my positive videos get views!