Journal or maybe a story, based on real facts - why am I harassed by so many people:
"Rush fanbase told me "if Rush performs in Poland you are supposed to be happy". Maybe you are right."
So, I started apologizing to Rush members, fanbase, because I realized I exaggerated with some stuff, but I wish Rush fanbase stopped lashing out against me, so here is the whole story:
2020, Neil Peart's death, Covid lockdowns... loneliness, more violence against women, more cyberbullying than ever, manosphere spreading hate against women and women feeling it... I felt so insecure during that time, I saw the political polarization, I saw cancel culture and progressing intolerance against people with different views, I saw radical feminism being less prominent in the world, thanks to anti-JK Rowling crusade I saw done by the manosphere and liberal pseudo-feminists who say that being a woman is not a fact, neither a biology.
Concerts were banned, because of the Covid lockdowns and I had nowhere to practice most of the times, everything was locked down due to the apparent disease lingering through.
As Covid lockdowns passed by, there was more hatred and judgement against folks from different backgrounds, there were more grievances against my country - Poland, against inoculated for Covid, against women for the fact that we wanted to be safe, at the same time, there is less and less conversation between people, people don't like being criticized and so they thought I was harassing them. I wanted to criticize some of their behaviors.
So, of course I was during the covid lockdowns, vulnerable to cyberbullying, I had complexes about the way I look, because patriarchy told me bs that only women who look like Barbies are good.
So some anonymous imageboard trolls exploited that against me (Amanda Todd and Jessi Slaughter were rather similar case, but I'm a strong woman though, I always notice patterns about internet trolls).
Some of them used my ethnicity (Poland, Europe) against me, to spread their xenophobic propaganda against my surroundings.
Before Covid lockdowns, some trolls who claimed they were Rush fans, somewhere between 2016 and 2019 started intentionally making me angry and harassing me, as they knew that I constantly wrote about how I felt sad about not seeing Rush in Poland (they thought I was insulting the saint, wow... they acted like cultists).
So they wrote that "Poland killed Jews and Poland doesn't deserve being seen as a concert hub for Rush".
What? Poland was a victim country! We saved a lot of Jewish people despite death penalty!
Covid lockdowns were lingering and there was then the threat of war... Russo-Ukrainian war... And media said that Poland will be touched by this, so I thought "hey, I got nothing to lose, maybe Rush should perform in Poland, before there will be wars going on".
WEF, UN keep fearmongering about them to the lower-middle class average everyday folks, like me and you, so I wanted my dreams to come true immediately.
So I had to do it, I had to sorta ruin my reputation, just like Nikocado Avocado did.
But the reputation ruin wasn't intentional, I'm confrontational and I have tendencies towards holding a grudge for a long time, like a camel or elephant.
If I think someone wronged me (it actually happened, but I was afraid of making screenshots or providing other means of proof against those who wronged me)
I knew how women were during that time considered "not real Rush fans", I read about how Rush treated The Runaways not so well (but I hope those were just musical differences, not misogyny), I knew that Poles were considered for some weirdo reason "accomplices of the Holocaust", I knew how Rush fans don't accept the political views that are against the mainstream (and I know mainstream usually lies about women, Poland, world events etc.).
I thought to myself it would be nice to shill for Rush's concert in Poland, with my own hands, write to Rush's crew, management, even if it meant persistently, so THE ALGORITHMS SHOW EVERYBODY THAT POLISH FANS CERTAINLY EXIST!
Yeah, what I did was crazy, but only by being not so nice to others I could make the management bring Rush to Poland. I talked to some fake accounts pretending to be musicians themselves (although I'm not sure, I talked to @geddyimages IG verified account and geddyimages told me "THESE ARE FAKE ACCOUNTS, which was correct).
If that didn't work, I asked Piotr Garbacz to write the mail to Rush management.
But I essentially ruined my reputation, by not knowing how to talk to people who already think that Polish fans don't exist and are just hostile antisemites.
I don't understand why the West and Israel are so hostile against my country so much, it's not as if the West didn't have historical wrongdoings and it's not as if UN themselves don't consider Israel so badly.
Of course, I'm into the two state solution, I believe both Israel and Palestine have a right to exist, but I don't know what is historically accurate, as both nations have their version of the history.
Poland was harassed and occupied by Germany, Russia, ethnic Ukrainians with UPA, some Lithuanians, some Communists of different ethnicities I mentioned! And I don't understand why is Poland thought of as the sole problem?!?!?!
As for this Nancy Peart Burkholder meeting, I didn't like the way she was defensive towards Rush, when media reported that it was clear that Rush bullied and harassed The Runaways, so I threw self-hating jokes about Poland (because I'm an expert self-hater since covid lockdowns), I wanted to stop her being ignorant about Polish history and I told her about so many ways occupiers have viciously tortured Poles, so she stops considering us the accomplices of the Holocaust, we weren't that much, as Nazi Germany occupied us. What is seen in Poland as calling someone out or conversation, it is seen in the West as "harassment". Even if jokes I made were at my self-hating expense.
I do wish though that both Rush and The Runaways got along with each other.
I constantly wonder, did they intentionally choose German drummer, so that they spite my historical talk about Poland being victimized?
Did they choose her, because I accused Rush of bullying The Runaways, just because they are women? Who knows? Nothing against her, but why nobody ever gives me any chance, because everybody believe us lower-middle class people are carriers of COVID? Because everybody believes that "Germany redeemed and Poland seldom"? WE WERE THE VICTIMS OF NAZIS! Just because I'm a zoomer? You are stereotyping us as folks who don't know the good music?
It doesn't matter to most of these folks that basically I was well-known musician who played guitar, bass, drums, keyboards, sang and I played many other instruments I have at my house!
They love hating lower-middle class women like me, so since Covid lockdowns, they look out maliciously for entertainment from vulnerable folks like me.
They care about dehumanizing lower-middle class people because of disease and they force us to be depopulated, especially considerintg the fact most of us have different political views. I don't fit to left or right, like you think! I'm a centrist radfem!
Doesn't matter, but it matters that everytime I spoke about Polish Warsaw Uprising on August 1st, people claim that it's not true Poles were ever heroes, they were just Nazis and it's so heartbreaking to me.
Everytime I posted Rush covers as a 15 year girl (yes, I'm a biological woman, since birth), some misogynistic men acted in degrading ways.
Everytime I said I wanted RUSH in Poland, they said "Poland deserves everything worst, because Poland was not allied but axis country", which is a lie. I said to random people "stop harassing JK Rowling, just because she doesn't like the transhuman agenda of replacing biology", I was called a "bigot", I said "stop harassing inoculated for Covid, they have done nothing wrong to me", I was dehumanized.
You folks don't know how to talk anymore and I don't know if it's a side effect of inoculation or maybe you are just naturally hateful towards folks with different views.
You keep banning us, harassing us, saying we are worthless and when we banned and persecuted lash out, we are framed as a problem.
So-called "normal folks" don't really care about the dystopia in the world happening. Lockdowns, wars, Epstein files, artifical food and water scarce, less and less and less freedom, digital ID etc. WHY?
I'm a radical feminist only since 2020s, when covid lockdowns started really oppressing women all around the world, before that I thought "feminism got what it wanted", but now I noticed there is still room for improvement.
What makes you not care about those current events?
This is why I made "social experiments", because I noticed bigotry, hatred and polarization from so-called "normal folks". I did them since 2022, two years before some nasty trolls formed a hate group against me in 2024.
I did those social experiments because I was myself harassed multiple times, yet us autistic people keep quiet about it, because we fear retribution.
So I wanted to see how nasty and far-fetched this behavior online was.
I APOLOGIZE FOR BEING TOO HARSH. But ultimately you don't care about my apology, which leads me to believe that I'm persecuted because of POLITICAL REASONS only!
Why not so many people care about the fact that lower-middle class women are ones who are going to suffer the most from AI implementation, deepfakes, voice cloning, medical abuse, manosphere and misogyny as a result? I'm trying to complain, to proselytize to many people about the impeding doom and gloom, but nobody cares, because they think Cassandra was lying as well about her surroundings!
As for religion, it's not that I hate religion or religious people. I hate the way they proselytize and tell non-believers how to live and some of their methods have been compared to Kim Jong-Un, for the way they abuse people.
I don't like sexual abuse scandal there and warmongering.
I do agree with Poland that some religions are more cultish than their own religions - hence why Poland is afraid of migrants, I don't disagree with it, but frankly, Poland would be better off, if Catholic Church had less influences, there is Slavic paganism too, but most importantly, Atheists and Agnostics need to be tolerated. I feel so worried about women being ostracized by religions like that as well.
Who knows? Maybe I'm autistic, albeit undiagnosed?
I tend to overreact at something I perceive as a threat.
But it doesn't mean bullies should exploit everything about me.
You feel a need to judge me and to laugh at me and my family, having forgot that Covid lockdowns were oppressive and grim, as people from the West don't care about anything, as long as they are not hungry or thirsty.
Since 2020s one can seldom treat other diseases than COVID at the hospitals, almost like cancers, heart diseases etc. don't exist and nowadays doctors claim that "women are emotionally unstable and they need psychiatrist". This is how far-fetched medical abuse became!
And you folks won't connect the dots, won't blame the politicians nor bad agents.
You need to blame an individual for her/his surroundings.
I'm gonna quote one of my poems (mind you, I'm a rhyming poet too, I posted some of it on the web, but for expression, I prefer non-rhyming):
""Since 21st century 20s (my confession)
by Olga Nesterowicz on June 5, 2026. ©
I haven't seen such change in people like this;
Being incredibly hateful became normalized;
Censorship much stronger than before;
People have lolcows, because circuses with animals;
Stopped being cool and even legal (I'd personally like petting zoos for kids);
Children need contact with animals to be healthy;
I see majority of people literally being obsessed with smartphones;
It's a good tool to discriminate against somebody, because of differences;
There are more people than ever (I'd presume a half) that are persecuted;
For their beliefs e.g. political views they are harassed;
It became normal, doctors denied you medical treatment, because of pandemic;
But they made out of it a big deal and as such, people with heart attacks, cancers were denied treatment, as I said many times before;
Medical segregation became normal and inoculated were denied treatment too;
You can't have your political views anymore, look what slander JK Rowling is going through, basically they are threatening her with death and rape;
I won't stay silent, because you beg me too, now that AI is being implemented;
Lower or middle classes are going to suffer incredibly;
They want to tell you that for protesting against unethical use of AI against women and children, "you are the bad one, extremist, you should go to the mental hospital";
I saw people being denied their rights to have a conversation with their favorite musicians, actors, sportspeople, because you are considered "delulu celebrity stalker";
Even now, it's worse, we are denied bare minimum human contact at all, because people are so away from others;
Yes, I agree, there are more criminals than ever roaming on the streets and I'm myself watching out for them;
But I'm willing to bet some of these are planted govt. stooges;
I'm falsely accused by Rush fans of wanting to "to" something wrong TO MY MOST BELOVED AND CHERISHED MUSICIANS!;
Just because I said something critical, e.g. I criticized anti-Polish historical revisionism and because I essentially called Israeli war criminals "murderers";
I won't back from it, I'm saying what I've noticed, because I notice patterns;
I noticed that waging religious wars is more normalized than ever;
Everybody seems to have excuses for likes of Israel, Russia;
Simultaneously, there is growing historical revisionism and guess what... Poland is basically a target of historical revisionists from Germany, Ukraine, Israel, Russia, not that Poland didn't have anything to blame;
But look at those neo-nazi liars who say "SILESIA AND POMERANIA ARE GERMAN LANDS" - this is historical revisionism to me;
They also keep saying that "Poland killing Germans wasn't retribution but maliciousness from Poles";
Like, my country is constantly being blackmailed, harassed and NO REACTION!;
Am I of worse country or something, because I was born in admittedly traumatized Slavic soil?;
People became unironically hostile against each other, treating every word as a threat, because I tend to expose their double standards;
They think my poetry is a threat, because I have been preaching libertarian freedom;
They are into the nanny state and government controlling everything;
Frank Zappa is turning in his grave, for obvious reasons;
He predicted the 20s, where ostracization and slander becomes normalized in this society;
I myself can't get along with the fact I was born in the wrong generation, I know it sounds cliche;
But music became worse, polarization became worse, people became worse, economy became worse, govt. overreach became worse;
We are even more detached from the nature, but human beings are also part of the nature, they need to learn how to nurture the nature;
Humans don't know anymore what animals are, because AI slop is replacing animals and basically feeding and petting animals is prohibited, not that they are going to bother to teach lower or middle classes how to handle animals properly without violence against them;
It seems majority of circus and zoo people are govt. stooges, psyoppers who are intentionally abusing animals;
And so they become progressively banned;
Look at what do they want to do to private owners, who are deeply caring about their exotic animals, they so far find no evidence for mistreatment for some of them, yet they want to take away their animals;
Yes, I'm a libertarian, I'm a bit capitalistic at times, but I think not always capitalism is good, as it allows govt. stooges to abuse people;
Honestly, it sucks that the world is obsessed with building unlivable towers, where you cannot open a window;
Instead of building houses with livable conditions for people;
Almost as if elites actively hate people, look at Epstein files anyway;
And you will find a proof there that elites in fact hate us;
I also noticed the normalized violence against women from men;
Because men seem to resent us for religious or psychopathic reasons;
And men who hate me, invent lies against me, daily;
Since implementation of AI, it's becoming normalized, men are vengeful;
I don't know why, look at Epstein files, anyway;""
"Rush fanbase told me "if Rush performs in Poland you are supposed to be happy". Maybe you are right."
So, I started apologizing to Rush members, fanbase, because I realized I exaggerated with some stuff, but I wish Rush fanbase stopped lashing out against me, so here is the whole story:
2020, Neil Peart's death, Covid lockdowns... loneliness, more violence against women, more cyberbullying than ever, manosphere spreading hate against women and women feeling it... I felt so insecure during that time, I saw the political polarization, I saw cancel culture and progressing intolerance against people with different views, I saw radical feminism being less prominent in the world, thanks to anti-JK Rowling crusade I saw done by the manosphere and liberal pseudo-feminists who say that being a woman is not a fact, neither a biology.
Concerts were banned, because of the Covid lockdowns and I had nowhere to practice most of the times, everything was locked down due to the apparent disease lingering through.
As Covid lockdowns passed by, there was more hatred and judgement against folks from different backgrounds, there were more grievances against my country - Poland, against inoculated for Covid, against women for the fact that we wanted to be safe, at the same time, there is less and less conversation between people, people don't like being criticized and so they thought I was harassing them. I wanted to criticize some of their behaviors.
So, of course I was during the covid lockdowns, vulnerable to cyberbullying, I had complexes about the way I look, because patriarchy told me bs that only women who look like Barbies are good.
So some anonymous imageboard trolls exploited that against me (Amanda Todd and Jessi Slaughter were rather similar case, but I'm a strong woman though, I always notice patterns about internet trolls).
Some of them used my ethnicity (Poland, Europe) against me, to spread their xenophobic propaganda against my surroundings.
Before Covid lockdowns, some trolls who claimed they were Rush fans, somewhere between 2016 and 2019 started intentionally making me angry and harassing me, as they knew that I constantly wrote about how I felt sad about not seeing Rush in Poland (they thought I was insulting the saint, wow... they acted like cultists).
So they wrote that "Poland killed Jews and Poland doesn't deserve being seen as a concert hub for Rush".
What? Poland was a victim country! We saved a lot of Jewish people despite death penalty!
Covid lockdowns were lingering and there was then the threat of war... Russo-Ukrainian war... And media said that Poland will be touched by this, so I thought "hey, I got nothing to lose, maybe Rush should perform in Poland, before there will be wars going on".
WEF, UN keep fearmongering about them to the lower-middle class average everyday folks, like me and you, so I wanted my dreams to come true immediately.
So I had to do it, I had to sorta ruin my reputation, just like Nikocado Avocado did.
But the reputation ruin wasn't intentional, I'm confrontational and I have tendencies towards holding a grudge for a long time, like a camel or elephant.
If I think someone wronged me (it actually happened, but I was afraid of making screenshots or providing other means of proof against those who wronged me)
I knew how women were during that time considered "not real Rush fans", I read about how Rush treated The Runaways not so well (but I hope those were just musical differences, not misogyny), I knew that Poles were considered for some weirdo reason "accomplices of the Holocaust", I knew how Rush fans don't accept the political views that are against the mainstream (and I know mainstream usually lies about women, Poland, world events etc.).
I thought to myself it would be nice to shill for Rush's concert in Poland, with my own hands, write to Rush's crew, management, even if it meant persistently, so THE ALGORITHMS SHOW EVERYBODY THAT POLISH FANS CERTAINLY EXIST!
Yeah, what I did was crazy, but only by being not so nice to others I could make the management bring Rush to Poland. I talked to some fake accounts pretending to be musicians themselves (although I'm not sure, I talked to @geddyimages IG verified account and geddyimages told me "THESE ARE FAKE ACCOUNTS, which was correct).
If that didn't work, I asked Piotr Garbacz to write the mail to Rush management.
But I essentially ruined my reputation, by not knowing how to talk to people who already think that Polish fans don't exist and are just hostile antisemites.
I don't understand why the West and Israel are so hostile against my country so much, it's not as if the West didn't have historical wrongdoings and it's not as if UN themselves don't consider Israel so badly.
Of course, I'm into the two state solution, I believe both Israel and Palestine have a right to exist, but I don't know what is historically accurate, as both nations have their version of the history.
Poland was harassed and occupied by Germany, Russia, ethnic Ukrainians with UPA, some Lithuanians, some Communists of different ethnicities I mentioned! And I don't understand why is Poland thought of as the sole problem?!?!?!
As for this Nancy Peart Burkholder meeting, I didn't like the way she was defensive towards Rush, when media reported that it was clear that Rush bullied and harassed The Runaways, so I threw self-hating jokes about Poland (because I'm an expert self-hater since covid lockdowns), I wanted to stop her being ignorant about Polish history and I told her about so many ways occupiers have viciously tortured Poles, so she stops considering us the accomplices of the Holocaust, we weren't that much, as Nazi Germany occupied us. What is seen in Poland as calling someone out or conversation, it is seen in the West as "harassment". Even if jokes I made were at my self-hating expense.
I do wish though that both Rush and The Runaways got along with each other.
I constantly wonder, did they intentionally choose German drummer, so that they spite my historical talk about Poland being victimized?
Did they choose her, because I accused Rush of bullying The Runaways, just because they are women? Who knows? Nothing against her, but why nobody ever gives me any chance, because everybody believe us lower-middle class people are carriers of COVID? Because everybody believes that "Germany redeemed and Poland seldom"? WE WERE THE VICTIMS OF NAZIS! Just because I'm a zoomer? You are stereotyping us as folks who don't know the good music?
It doesn't matter to most of these folks that basically I was well-known musician who played guitar, bass, drums, keyboards, sang and I played many other instruments I have at my house!
They love hating lower-middle class women like me, so since Covid lockdowns, they look out maliciously for entertainment from vulnerable folks like me.
They care about dehumanizing lower-middle class people because of disease and they force us to be depopulated, especially considerintg the fact most of us have different political views. I don't fit to left or right, like you think! I'm a centrist radfem!
Doesn't matter, but it matters that everytime I spoke about Polish Warsaw Uprising on August 1st, people claim that it's not true Poles were ever heroes, they were just Nazis and it's so heartbreaking to me.
Everytime I posted Rush covers as a 15 year girl (yes, I'm a biological woman, since birth), some misogynistic men acted in degrading ways.
Everytime I said I wanted RUSH in Poland, they said "Poland deserves everything worst, because Poland was not allied but axis country", which is a lie. I said to random people "stop harassing JK Rowling, just because she doesn't like the transhuman agenda of replacing biology", I was called a "bigot", I said "stop harassing inoculated for Covid, they have done nothing wrong to me", I was dehumanized.
You folks don't know how to talk anymore and I don't know if it's a side effect of inoculation or maybe you are just naturally hateful towards folks with different views.
You keep banning us, harassing us, saying we are worthless and when we banned and persecuted lash out, we are framed as a problem.
So-called "normal folks" don't really care about the dystopia in the world happening. Lockdowns, wars, Epstein files, artifical food and water scarce, less and less and less freedom, digital ID etc. WHY?
I'm a radical feminist only since 2020s, when covid lockdowns started really oppressing women all around the world, before that I thought "feminism got what it wanted", but now I noticed there is still room for improvement.
What makes you not care about those current events?
This is why I made "social experiments", because I noticed bigotry, hatred and polarization from so-called "normal folks". I did them since 2022, two years before some nasty trolls formed a hate group against me in 2024.
I did those social experiments because I was myself harassed multiple times, yet us autistic people keep quiet about it, because we fear retribution.
So I wanted to see how nasty and far-fetched this behavior online was.
I APOLOGIZE FOR BEING TOO HARSH. But ultimately you don't care about my apology, which leads me to believe that I'm persecuted because of POLITICAL REASONS only!
Why not so many people care about the fact that lower-middle class women are ones who are going to suffer the most from AI implementation, deepfakes, voice cloning, medical abuse, manosphere and misogyny as a result? I'm trying to complain, to proselytize to many people about the impeding doom and gloom, but nobody cares, because they think Cassandra was lying as well about her surroundings!
As for religion, it's not that I hate religion or religious people. I hate the way they proselytize and tell non-believers how to live and some of their methods have been compared to Kim Jong-Un, for the way they abuse people.
I don't like sexual abuse scandal there and warmongering.
I do agree with Poland that some religions are more cultish than their own religions - hence why Poland is afraid of migrants, I don't disagree with it, but frankly, Poland would be better off, if Catholic Church had less influences, there is Slavic paganism too, but most importantly, Atheists and Agnostics need to be tolerated. I feel so worried about women being ostracized by religions like that as well.
Who knows? Maybe I'm autistic, albeit undiagnosed?
I tend to overreact at something I perceive as a threat.
But it doesn't mean bullies should exploit everything about me.
You feel a need to judge me and to laugh at me and my family, having forgot that Covid lockdowns were oppressive and grim, as people from the West don't care about anything, as long as they are not hungry or thirsty.
Since 2020s one can seldom treat other diseases than COVID at the hospitals, almost like cancers, heart diseases etc. don't exist and nowadays doctors claim that "women are emotionally unstable and they need psychiatrist". This is how far-fetched medical abuse became!
And you folks won't connect the dots, won't blame the politicians nor bad agents.
You need to blame an individual for her/his surroundings.
I'm gonna quote one of my poems (mind you, I'm a rhyming poet too, I posted some of it on the web, but for expression, I prefer non-rhyming):
""Since 21st century 20s (my confession)
by Olga Nesterowicz on June 5, 2026. ©
I haven't seen such change in people like this;
Being incredibly hateful became normalized;
Censorship much stronger than before;
People have lolcows, because circuses with animals;
Stopped being cool and even legal (I'd personally like petting zoos for kids);
Children need contact with animals to be healthy;
I see majority of people literally being obsessed with smartphones;
It's a good tool to discriminate against somebody, because of differences;
There are more people than ever (I'd presume a half) that are persecuted;
For their beliefs e.g. political views they are harassed;
It became normal, doctors denied you medical treatment, because of pandemic;
But they made out of it a big deal and as such, people with heart attacks, cancers were denied treatment, as I said many times before;
Medical segregation became normal and inoculated were denied treatment too;
You can't have your political views anymore, look what slander JK Rowling is going through, basically they are threatening her with death and rape;
I won't stay silent, because you beg me too, now that AI is being implemented;
Lower or middle classes are going to suffer incredibly;
They want to tell you that for protesting against unethical use of AI against women and children, "you are the bad one, extremist, you should go to the mental hospital";
I saw people being denied their rights to have a conversation with their favorite musicians, actors, sportspeople, because you are considered "delulu celebrity stalker";
Even now, it's worse, we are denied bare minimum human contact at all, because people are so away from others;
Yes, I agree, there are more criminals than ever roaming on the streets and I'm myself watching out for them;
But I'm willing to bet some of these are planted govt. stooges;
I'm falsely accused by Rush fans of wanting to "to" something wrong TO MY MOST BELOVED AND CHERISHED MUSICIANS!;
Just because I said something critical, e.g. I criticized anti-Polish historical revisionism and because I essentially called Israeli war criminals "murderers";
I won't back from it, I'm saying what I've noticed, because I notice patterns;
I noticed that waging religious wars is more normalized than ever;
Everybody seems to have excuses for likes of Israel, Russia;
Simultaneously, there is growing historical revisionism and guess what... Poland is basically a target of historical revisionists from Germany, Ukraine, Israel, Russia, not that Poland didn't have anything to blame;
But look at those neo-nazi liars who say "SILESIA AND POMERANIA ARE GERMAN LANDS" - this is historical revisionism to me;
They also keep saying that "Poland killing Germans wasn't retribution but maliciousness from Poles";
Like, my country is constantly being blackmailed, harassed and NO REACTION!;
Am I of worse country or something, because I was born in admittedly traumatized Slavic soil?;
People became unironically hostile against each other, treating every word as a threat, because I tend to expose their double standards;
They think my poetry is a threat, because I have been preaching libertarian freedom;
They are into the nanny state and government controlling everything;
Frank Zappa is turning in his grave, for obvious reasons;
He predicted the 20s, where ostracization and slander becomes normalized in this society;
I myself can't get along with the fact I was born in the wrong generation, I know it sounds cliche;
But music became worse, polarization became worse, people became worse, economy became worse, govt. overreach became worse;
We are even more detached from the nature, but human beings are also part of the nature, they need to learn how to nurture the nature;
Humans don't know anymore what animals are, because AI slop is replacing animals and basically feeding and petting animals is prohibited, not that they are going to bother to teach lower or middle classes how to handle animals properly without violence against them;
It seems majority of circus and zoo people are govt. stooges, psyoppers who are intentionally abusing animals;
And so they become progressively banned;
Look at what do they want to do to private owners, who are deeply caring about their exotic animals, they so far find no evidence for mistreatment for some of them, yet they want to take away their animals;
Yes, I'm a libertarian, I'm a bit capitalistic at times, but I think not always capitalism is good, as it allows govt. stooges to abuse people;
Honestly, it sucks that the world is obsessed with building unlivable towers, where you cannot open a window;
Instead of building houses with livable conditions for people;
Almost as if elites actively hate people, look at Epstein files anyway;
And you will find a proof there that elites in fact hate us;
I also noticed the normalized violence against women from men;
Because men seem to resent us for religious or psychopathic reasons;
And men who hate me, invent lies against me, daily;
Since implementation of AI, it's becoming normalized, men are vengeful;
I don't know why, look at Epstein files, anyway;""
