sobota, 17 stycznia 2026

What are "pranks", "social experiments" really? I wonder... the world has changed since 2020...

 I was raised in the place, where men could make violent and degrading jokes and nobody cared about it, because "boys will be boys", while us girls and later women felt legitimately tired and sad about these jokes that e.g. denied us women being human.
I experienced the wonders of the Internet, when young males or older males thought they can degrade me, just because I was a teenager and they were attempting to stalk me, yet I didn't give in.
I didn't care about it, because before the traumatic covid lockdowns, I didn't feel down and sad all the time.
Sadly some nasty poltiicians decided they are gonna lock the whole humanity up, because up covid, they made us feel like prisoners and I had to rely on alternative sources to gather my information, because there was censorship on the Internet. 
I had severe lockdown meltdowns and I'm surprised that I'm still kicking, despite that trauma.
I was cyberbullied by someone who identified himself as Romanian, but he admitted he was a "Muslim", the administrator of TheApricity said something about him being a "Palestinian" as well, so that explains my neutrality, I thought I'm gonna be unalived or something, that was somewhere on the imageboard. I had to find myself a community, so I was a part of TheApricity forum, which in my imagination, allowed me to travel to different countries, but some awful man on the imageboard ruined my whole fun and started calling me "a Polish whore". I fell into meltdown and I had to use some coping mechanisms to allieve my pain. And now I have a group of enemies that are weaponizing my trauma against me and them hating my parents, my mother, my father, even though the arguments stemmed from the fact that we all were locked up in the lockdowns!
There are males harassing me in the group "Ugh... Olga Nesterowicz is posting again", and because they want to gain something from me, stalk, harass me, just because I'm a woman, who is since covid lockdowns outspoken, as Sarah Everard was unjustly killed, I can't entertain this any longer. They paint themselves as "victims", while I was victimized multiple times and nobody cares about it, because I'm obviously a targeted individual. I annoyed wrong people, especially on the Rush fandom and "gender-critical group" on Facebook, which didn't support real radical feminist women like JK Rowling, instead they supported men and Donald Trump - and all the oppressive against women politicians. They expected from me that I'm going to put up with degrading jokes against women, against Poland - they were actually showing the deepest contempt against me, just because I was both of these. But when I said "no!" and I weaponized their misogynistic and anti-Polish jokes against them (pretending to agree with their nasty drivel and I made a caricature out of their jokes, for them to see, how nicely I felt), they started treating me as a "problem".
Deepfakes and AI allow this kind of weaponization of awful "jokes" against women, Poland as well, according to their imagination. Sadly, the new technology drives to the dystopia we are facing since Covid lockdowns.
I hope I can fight my good fight against those malicious males and their female handmaiden, who think male interest in degrading Slavic women is their duty.

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