I
remember those days, when I was 15 years old and everybody paid
attention to my Rush covers and playing. People were less politically
polarized, well not until JK Rowling got cancelled anyway, but they
really were.
I practiced my craft, seemingly not much afraid of plagiarism claims as I became now, as AI became implemented and humans I assume are still sued over plagiarism. I thought to myself "ha, well, pop is simplistic, so obviously they would be accused", thinking that none of these plagiarism accusations would apply to me. But it turned out that everybody hates Greta Van Fleet for sounding at least a little bit like Led Zeppelin.
Now that I came out as a woman interested in politics, due to the fact I felt my rights were taken away and I let people know that I'm of gender-critical radical feminist and Polish patriotic orientation, while still being a leftist, they all cancelled me and started spreading rumours against me. I didn't know that my political views are unacceptable to people, like defending my own rights and interests is deemed as unacceptable. I'm also angry at the fact that rape (as Ukrainians, Muslims and other migrants came to threaten us with that, but I could say broadly MEN - regardless of nationality and religion, they all were raised in patriarchy AND to clarify, I still agree Putin and Russia are the big threats to Poles and maybe they are gonna nuke us or rape us too, as the history showed, but Ukrainians issued the same threats.) is more acceptable than women's pleasure, I will be forever angry about it, as Poland (still, don't take away the fact Poles were victims of occupiers, please) becomes a dystopian Catholic country which practices badly understood compassion towards fetuses, migrants (who might be criminals anyway) etc. Thus I declare myself as an atheist, feminist who has Polish patriotic views. Many people deem it unacceptable and do anything so that they could target the algorithms, representing my personhood.
I don't even believe it's because of my spat with Rush fanbase and members, I just wanted them to play in Poland, obviously I had to stop idealizing them at some point, as Epstein files came out and I thought every celebrity might be complicit in this stuff.
I must admit, because I didn't invest money on my career, because I didn't connect my Internet accounts with websites that enable paid advertisments, I became essentially a pariah in the music community. I should have invested on myself. I didn't. I thought it was corrupt thing to pay someone so that someone promotes you as a musician. I believed in honesty, transparency and that people will verify. So, people "verified", driven by support of Ukraine, Israel, anti-Polish hounding, Covid lockdowns, MRA or TRA community, men's rights, religion, class divisions, everything that I basically hate. They think I'm not a good person, because I have diametrically opposite views from them. So they gossip against me. I have leftist views, but my leftism is vaguely old-fashioned. I will always oppose conservative rights, because conservatives think women are their animals, their servants, and for this reason I oppose them.
But the modern left is nothing but misogynistic, hateful, ridiculous, rambling ideology, meant to erase people whom they deem as not "victim enough".
They think us women aren't victims enough.
But some of you are right, I should have invested in concert venues, music industry, I should have been richer, used my inheritance, but I was afraid of being accused of paying up someone so that someone promotes me.
I'm not a bad musician, I play guitar, bass, drums, keyboards, I possess certain ethnic instruments, I got accordion, I got grand piano, bagpipes (gee, I should repair some of them), I should use my instruments like that, even in avant-garde, atonal music. As I said, I'm deathly afraid of plagiarism accusations, weaponization of my fears, trauma and the fact that because I got angry about Covid lockdowns, being cyberbullied on imageboards, because I was upset by Covid censorship, I used them, of blackmail. Because I'm a woman, I posted my photos on the Internet, they are gonna weaponize my image and likeness. They are already creating rumors that I'm a "femcel who is hating" WHAT? My own beloved band Rush, they spread lies and sadly, I would have to take it to the police, if it keeps being this way. But you are right, I should calm down and stop messaging people if they don't want that, although I seldom was malicious - people harassing me and not giving me a break are malicious, as they seem to disagree with my political views and this is the only reason why would they bully me like this.
Now that we have AI replacing musicians... there is probably nothing left for us... only dystopia... and it makes me wanna cry...
I practiced my craft, seemingly not much afraid of plagiarism claims as I became now, as AI became implemented and humans I assume are still sued over plagiarism. I thought to myself "ha, well, pop is simplistic, so obviously they would be accused", thinking that none of these plagiarism accusations would apply to me. But it turned out that everybody hates Greta Van Fleet for sounding at least a little bit like Led Zeppelin.
Now that I came out as a woman interested in politics, due to the fact I felt my rights were taken away and I let people know that I'm of gender-critical radical feminist and Polish patriotic orientation, while still being a leftist, they all cancelled me and started spreading rumours against me. I didn't know that my political views are unacceptable to people, like defending my own rights and interests is deemed as unacceptable. I'm also angry at the fact that rape (as Ukrainians, Muslims and other migrants came to threaten us with that, but I could say broadly MEN - regardless of nationality and religion, they all were raised in patriarchy AND to clarify, I still agree Putin and Russia are the big threats to Poles and maybe they are gonna nuke us or rape us too, as the history showed, but Ukrainians issued the same threats.) is more acceptable than women's pleasure, I will be forever angry about it, as Poland (still, don't take away the fact Poles were victims of occupiers, please) becomes a dystopian Catholic country which practices badly understood compassion towards fetuses, migrants (who might be criminals anyway) etc. Thus I declare myself as an atheist, feminist who has Polish patriotic views. Many people deem it unacceptable and do anything so that they could target the algorithms, representing my personhood.
I don't even believe it's because of my spat with Rush fanbase and members, I just wanted them to play in Poland, obviously I had to stop idealizing them at some point, as Epstein files came out and I thought every celebrity might be complicit in this stuff.
I must admit, because I didn't invest money on my career, because I didn't connect my Internet accounts with websites that enable paid advertisments, I became essentially a pariah in the music community. I should have invested on myself. I didn't. I thought it was corrupt thing to pay someone so that someone promotes you as a musician. I believed in honesty, transparency and that people will verify. So, people "verified", driven by support of Ukraine, Israel, anti-Polish hounding, Covid lockdowns, MRA or TRA community, men's rights, religion, class divisions, everything that I basically hate. They think I'm not a good person, because I have diametrically opposite views from them. So they gossip against me. I have leftist views, but my leftism is vaguely old-fashioned. I will always oppose conservative rights, because conservatives think women are their animals, their servants, and for this reason I oppose them.
But the modern left is nothing but misogynistic, hateful, ridiculous, rambling ideology, meant to erase people whom they deem as not "victim enough".
They think us women aren't victims enough.
But some of you are right, I should have invested in concert venues, music industry, I should have been richer, used my inheritance, but I was afraid of being accused of paying up someone so that someone promotes me.
I'm not a bad musician, I play guitar, bass, drums, keyboards, I possess certain ethnic instruments, I got accordion, I got grand piano, bagpipes (gee, I should repair some of them), I should use my instruments like that, even in avant-garde, atonal music. As I said, I'm deathly afraid of plagiarism accusations, weaponization of my fears, trauma and the fact that because I got angry about Covid lockdowns, being cyberbullied on imageboards, because I was upset by Covid censorship, I used them, of blackmail. Because I'm a woman, I posted my photos on the Internet, they are gonna weaponize my image and likeness. They are already creating rumors that I'm a "femcel who is hating" WHAT? My own beloved band Rush, they spread lies and sadly, I would have to take it to the police, if it keeps being this way. But you are right, I should calm down and stop messaging people if they don't want that, although I seldom was malicious - people harassing me and not giving me a break are malicious, as they seem to disagree with my political views and this is the only reason why would they bully me like this.
Now that we have AI replacing musicians... there is probably nothing left for us... only dystopia... and it makes me wanna cry...
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